recently i watched Hitman with my buds.. kool n good movie.. =) NC16 movies are rated such for a reason, i do realize now.. haha. all my friends have their jobs... even we applied altogether.. they were all choosen.. i never tout y i didnt get chosen..
but who cares.. good for them =) hope they become the employee of the month of something. haha.

even though i tell my frens not to worry about O' level results,i myself m worrying abt the results, day in day out night in night out. =( i am worried if i dun even qualify for a good poly course... what if i fail maths.. i wld have to take my O's again, if not i end up in ITE. (ITE is considered the worst place bcz, qualify for repairman jobs) the community sees it bad. i dun wana go ther.. i dun wan to disappoint my dad.. i already did bcz of showing no interest in JC education n other thing. even though alot ppl say diploma is better den A level cert.. i dun understand...

i didnt even find a suitable course for me to choose as a chosen options..



Hopeless
Jobless
Lazy
Scaredy
Shy
Overweight
Useless

Life sucks, there is many things to do yet i decide not to do them just because of a stupid invalid bullshit reason...
Sometimes i wonder why even i am alive? i dunt see the reason to exists in this world.. im just usin up extra space and taking up extra oxygen....

I can only dream about doing things but i dount put it in action.. I wish for this n that but do nothing about it..
Whats wrong wif me??? =(

most times i had wished for death and not life... guess death does not come easily wen u ask for it...

{ Learn from the past, Live the present, Dream the future.. }

byebye.